Hypocrite

I got a text tonight from a young lady who struggles with self harm. She bought more razors after throwing her old ones out and said that part of her doesn’t want to change. I told her that while I care about her, I can’t help her until she wants to change.

About an hour later, I was repeating the same old prayer of “God, please help me change.” I was reminded that I can’t be helped unless I want to change.